I don’t want to be defined by the fire anymore but it’s hard to explain the fact that I currently don't “live” anywhere. I have to figure out a way to stay honest and authentic while maintaining boundaries I set for myself. I was just talking with a friend and in that conversation decided that I would “live” wherever my studio suitcase is at the time. I am going to regard myself as a “traveler”.
I like the sound of that. . . . a “traveler” . . . . for now that works.
I am enjoying the fact that I don’t know how my future will look. My sister told me this morning that she would never be able to live that way. That’s the difference between us. Our natures are different. Maybe that’s at the core of everything. Finding your true nature and just surrendering into that regardless of what you “think”.
I’ve heard it a million times before but now it sinks in a little differently. “Listen to your heart”. It’s much more than a T-shirt.
I am thankful for the clarity of knowing that being creative is my calling. It doesn’t even matter with which medium I decide to use to express myself. I feel this path is the right one for me.
Cancun sunrise meditation