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Día de los Muertos, Oaxaca, Mex

Being back in Mexico is feeling like a “home away from home” . . . . the smells, the bright colors and warm smiles, its all so lovely, AND (as a bonus) my Spanish is slowly improving. My daughter took me to an area in Ciudad de Mexico where large alebrijes lined the street. “Alebrijes” are wonderfully strange, brightly painted animal sculptures that have blossomed in popularity since the mid 1940’s. Originally conceptualized by artist Pedro Linares who said these wild creatures appeared to him while unconscious during an illness.

Last year I was in Sayulita, Mexico for Día de los Muertos. This stunning celebration touched me in a profound way that’s hard to explain. I kept hearing that to experience it fully, I needed to go to Oaxaca.

If you’re not familiar with “Dia de los Muertos”, in Mexico they believe the veil between this world and the next is thinnest on Nov 1st and 2nd.  Deceased relatives find their way to this world with the scent of flowers leading the way.  Getting together with loved ones that have passed results in this multi-day celebration.

Before getting into the amazing experience of the celebration, I have to mention the “colectivo” taxis because it was the first time I’d experienced them.  They are kind of a hybrid between a bus and an uber.  A placard on their windshield displays which direction they’re headed so we hailed one going towards the center of town and got in.  Further down the road it stopped to let another gentleman get in.  This really surprised me because I wasn’t expecting it.  Along the way we picked up two more passengers and, even though they didn’t know each other, they squished into the front passenger seat. I have since found out that these exist in lots of other places, it was just new to me.

In the center of town we attended an Aztec ceremony with Ernesto Olmos, a friend of a friend.  He makes his own traditional instruments and used them in the ceremony. He also had a variety of other instruments including a rain stick and tortoise shells.  I didn’t understand a lot of it but the smell of the burning copal was different and familiar at the same time.  I closed my eyes because the smoke became thick.  As the beating of the drums grew they led my heart and soul to a different place altogether.  I could almost feel the wind over low hills with agave and desert brush whistling in response.  Within his song I could hear the voices of many ancestors join him.  He had a male dancer wearing a jaguar mask and bells on his ankles.  His head and body movements visually melded him into an actual animal. The experience conjured images of my own ancestors and relatives.

After the ceremony we walked around town. If I could paint a picture of the night with words I would start with the bright orange of marigolds.  It would include the Catrina’s, the calaca painted faces. It would somehow describe the cacophony of salsa bands, pops of fireworks, brass horns and laughter.  It would taste like spiced coffee and clean Mezcal. It would smell of sulphur, flowers and midnight street tacos. Mostly it would feel like a celebration, a reminder that this life isn’t just the surface of what we see everyday. It includes our ancestors and magic. 

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Saturday 11.16.24
Posted by Nisla Hickman
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Kyoto, Osaka and Tokyo

Japan had never called to me.  For reasons that escape me, I didn’t long to witness it’s beauty or feel the elegance of it’s grace in the rain.

But here I am.

I am humbled and in awe with the tenacity of this culture. It is so deeply rooted that for thousands of years it has honored itself with a commitment to it’s preservation.

One of our first days in the country we visited Mount Inari just outside of Kyoto. We did the long hike up the mountain, passed through the ten thousand vermilion torii gates and made it to the Fushini Inari Shrine at the top.  It was a beautiful climb that wound through a wooded forest with smaller temples along the way. Built in 711 and, having been uninterruptedly maintained since, this Shinto temple to the god of rice has withstood the test of time.

Riding the Shinkansen (bullet train) to get from Osaka to Tokyo it was easy to forget that we were traveling at speeds of up to 200 mph. That is, until you looked out the windows at anything close to the track. We passed beautiful landscapes and mountains and countryside that made me want to come back and explore the country itself and not just visit the big cities. Working on expanding my Japanese beyond a few simple phrases would be my goal prior to that particular trip.

I found myself looking up a lot. The straight lines of the buildings cross hatched with windows as they receded upwards were fascinating. Amongst those high rises were the remnants of bygone era structures with flared roof corners. One building had curious mirrored angles with a large chunk missing from a corner that revealed plants and trees. It was a beautiful contrast of organic meets urban. Curiously, my camera never seems to capture the wonder that my physical eye records. Despite that, I took a lot of “building” photos. I never looked up like this when I was in New York, I had been warned that doing so would signal I was a tourist and therefore, a pick pocket target. Here, in Tokyo, I felt safe.

We visited the TeamLab museum; eight rooms of an all immersive art experience. (Right up my alley.). Walking through water, laying on mirrored floors while gazing into a galaxy of flowers, and the infinity rooms of lights blurred the lines of reality and dreams. I HIGHLY recommend it!

There are a myriad of trains and bus lines that started feeling familiar. Each subway station had their own jingle as we pulled away which made me smile. Walking, taxi’s and ubers were the best way to see the individual neighborhoods and explore the random parks we encountered.

We also experienced an earthquake. The news said it was a 4.2 but it must not have been that close because my internal earthquake gauge only sensed it as a 3.4. (insert smiley face here). The years I spent in California honed that particular skill.

So amidst packs of teenagers in their school uniforms,

field trips of children all wearing the same colored ball caps . . .

countless vending machines where you can get anything from beer to award winning pastries . . .

and ubiquitous bidet’s . . .

I found myself in a state of constant wonder. Who knew that going to 7-11 could be an exciting dinner excursion?

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Friday 10.18.24
Posted by Nisla Hickman
 

5 Cities - 3 Countries

It’s been a little bit of a whirlwind but in a strangely relaxed way. Oddly, that’s how my life seems to be unfolding. I’m enjoying every minute - well . . . almost . . . there WAS the time that I lost my passport in the Calgary airport. That was a worrisome hour or so . . . but that turned out okay so all’s well that ends well, right?

GUANAJUATO, GTO, MEX - Being introduced to Guanajuato was about all that I had time for. Twelve nights just didn’t seem long enough. By the time the labryinth of streets started to have a familiar feel to them, it was time to go.

One thing for sure, it has it’s own charm and personality.

SAYULITA, NAY, MEX - It was SO much fun seeing the familiar smiles of friends that feel like family! ! ! In the beginning of my healing journey this was a HUGE piece of the puzzle that made the rest of the year make sense. I didn’t write about it in this blog but it was the first place I landed after the fire. It helped soothe my bruised psyche at the time and now feels like a “home away from home”.

Once again, it felt like I was leaving for too soon.

LONG BEACH, CALIFORNIA, USA - I jokingly refer to my sister’s house as my personal trading post. Before I got there I ordered supplies that I couldn’t get in Mexico to replenish my favorite consumables. Things like my toothpaste tablets so I’m not using plastic tubes.

The reality is that being in her presence brings back a feeling of stability. It’s a type of calm borne out of a shared history, a connection that spans a lifetime. It doesn’t hurt that she’s an amazing cook!

OKOTOKS, ALB, CANADA - Last year, just before the fire, I met an amazing group of artists that all participate in the stampede in Calgary. Seeing them again at the “artist party” left my face hurting from all the smiles and laughter.

Then I was honored enough to attend the wedding of the son of my hosts, Blair and Brenda, which was another epic party. Overall, my visit with them was loaded with joy and a whole boatload of belly laughs.

PORTLAND, OREGON, USA - Earlier in the year I attended the meditation retreat in Cancun with my friends here, Jocelyn and Don. On our first day together we dove right in and every day that followed we indulged in multiple meditation sessions. Later in the week they invited a group of people over to watch a live stream and meditation that Dr. Joe Dispenza offered. It’s a different energy when you’re meditating with other people. It soothes a part of my mind that needs soothing.

All in all I suspect that I will curate my future travel a little differently. I am unable to paint if I’m only in a place for a short while. I figure I need at least a month at any given destination. That allows me time to paint and then have the paint dry enough to be packed up and moved.

I am off to Hawaii where I will be hitting the easel HARD! I’ll be getting ready for a show at the Gupton Gallery in Kona on Sept. 7th. If you happen to be in the area, I’d love to see you.

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Saturday 08.17.24
Posted by Nisla Hickman
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San Miguel de Allende

San Miguel de Allende has a breath all it’s own. I’ve heard it sigh in the inky darkness when the crickets are chirping and the dogs start barking.

Mornings I hear it inhale the sunrise while birds sing and the cool magenta air rustles the bougainvillea bush outside my bedroom window.

During the day the whisper of it rises with the sun, and by the end, becomes an ecstatic pant.

The first stop was Casa Angelitos, a beautifully hand built boutique hotel. Roger and Rosana have infused this place with their hearts and magic. You can feel it in every crevice.

San Miguel de Allende

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Thursday 06.20.24
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Mexico City

This city is alive with music, museums of art and history, wonderful architecture, great food and wonderful people. I’m currently in “Roma Norte”, a lovely area populated with lots of cute little restaurants, cafe’s, boutiques and bakeries.

The amount of green space here feels amazingly restorative. Aside from all the trees and shrubs along the streets there’s an abundance of parks which are always teeming with activity. People walking their dogs, lovers on benches, mothers kissing baby cheeks and street musicians. Everybody uses these spaces and I can’t help but feel a certain amount of joy when I hang out there.

I decided to attend a school while I’m here to learn Spanish. It isn’t easy but makes me feel productive and human.

I am acutely aware of my surroundings these days.  I know it’s due in part because I’m in a new place but that’s one of the perks of traveling, is it not?  It gives you a chance to dust off the cobwebs.  Even as I sit in the park I don’t feel I’m “wasting time”; I feel alert.  I think differently about time these days, about when I’ve hurried through life while actually wasting it.  

“Seize the day!”

It’s an easily ignored adage but what if you took it to heart?  What if your awareness of mortality never waned?  Instead of waiting for a traumatic event or diagnosis to face it, what if you just decide to spend more time paying attention to how you’re living your life?  What if you met the reality of every day as its own gift?

I made a silent vow to myself to keep that particular fire ablaze.

I’ll be here for the next couple of months before moving on. I’m getting back in touch with the wonder of being alive and that every day can be an adventure, no matter where on the planet I find myself.

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Saturday 04.27.24
Posted by Nisla Hickman
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On the Road

I don’t want to be defined by the fire anymore but it’s hard to explain the fact that I currently don't “live” anywhere.  I have to figure out a way to stay honest and authentic while maintaining boundaries I set for myself.  I was just talking with a friend and in that conversation decided that I would “live” wherever my studio suitcase is at the time.  I am going to regard myself as a “traveler”.

I like the sound of that. . . .  a “traveler” . . . . for now that works.

I am enjoying the fact that I don’t know how my future will look.  My sister told me this morning that she would never be able to live that way.  That’s the difference between us.  Our natures are different.  Maybe that’s at the core of everything.  Finding your true nature and just surrendering into that regardless of what you “think”.

I’ve heard it a million times before but now it sinks in a little differently.  “Listen to your heart”.  It’s much more than a T-shirt.

I am thankful for the clarity of knowing that being creative is my calling.  It doesn’t even matter with which medium I decide to use to express myself.  I feel this path is the right one for me.

Cancun sunrise meditation

Wednesday 03.13.24
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Back to Maui

Up until a few days ago I’ve been hiding out.

Avoiding, escaping, and nail biting while grim reaper thoughts of how it would feel to return to Maui lurked in the shadows.

I applaud my friends and neighbors. They’ve been navigating a barrage of attacks by both the system and emotional anguish on a daily basis while I hid.

I envy their strength and courage.

Seeing friends and neighbors has been wonderful and healing.  Getting hugs.  Having conversations with others that have figuratively shared the fox hole of Aug. 8th 2023.  

On the other side of that - dealing with bureaucratic systems that, I’m sure, were set up with the best of intentions but whose practical applications just re-traumatize those it was intended to help.  Getting the confusing runaround.

Seeing greed.  

Witnessing desperation.

Trying to hold it together while being frustrated because your life will never be the same. It’s exhausting being displaced.

And then sudden kindness that shines like a new “heads up” penny in a pile of ash.

It’s confusing.

But it still feels like home here.  I wish I could afford to come back and live my life.  Maybe someday that can happen again.

Today just isn't that day.

Tuesday 12.12.23
Posted by Nisla Hickman
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Community

The Lahaina firestorm was a cataclysmic event on many levels.  Friends that were not there, didn't live there, used to live there or just visited often feel the loss too. They’ve often expressed some guilt when voicing the pain of it.  As if my pain is greater than there's.  Pain is painful.  This particular incident was a bomb that went off in all our lives.  The crater is huge and the shock wave went far beyond the town limits of Lahaina.

Community is not bound by geography.  It's a heartfelt vibration. We who were blessed enough to have experienced that fellowship have been deeply wounded, shattered. Gutted beyond words.

Right now the people of Lahaina have been blasted to all parts of the planet.  The ones that remain, still challenged to find basic normalcy. 

The outpouring of love that we all felt was humbling.  Now the media attention has moved on and we are dealing with the debris of our lives.

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Monday 10.23.23
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